If change feels like fear, what does acceptance feel like?

It should feel like peace shouldn't it? Accepting the situation I'm in, should feel good, relaxing and calming.  But it feels like sadness. Reading the Existentialists philosophy of which I have hardly read any more than this quote below tells me that no matter what you do you will experience regrets either way and that … Continue reading If change feels like fear, what does acceptance feel like?

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Yesterday I got angry…

...and it felt good.  From the start of this illness, I've been mostly compliant, waiting for it to go whilst I go about my usual life. But the realisation a week or so ago that I would have to change my lifestyle to accommodate this 'illness' annoyed me.  Which is dumb, because accommodating this illness … Continue reading Yesterday I got angry…