How do you measure succes? Today I’m feeling better, but when I say that, it’s my mind that feels better, not my body. My body still feels like the same old pile of crap it has all week, month, year. I didn’t go to the blood test yesterday, instead I gave myself some space and … Continue reading

There doesn't seem enough hours in the day anymore.  There's not enough warmth.  There's no recovery in my muscles or relief from aches and pains. I found it hard to switch gears today. From holiday to doctors to work to primary school interviews tomorrow. I don't want to do any of it anymore.  I'm stuck … Continue reading


The definition of prejudice is prejudgment, or forming an opinion before becoming aware of the relevant facts of a case.  Reading through friends' blogs I follow on here, a strong theme develops of prejudice and how it becomes a factor of the illness they have to cope with.  They don't tell for fear of exclusion.  … Continue reading Prejudice