Straight lines

Today I read a quote about creativity ... "The creative process does not travel in straight lines. It thrives in the undefined spaces in between." and the idea resonated with me and my experience of recovery.  It 'aint a straight line! Some days you feel good and think you're getting better, the next day you … Continue reading Straight lines

Reminders

It's not been an easy week, for some reason.  I've needed long naps a couple of times ( yes I know, after mentioning I didn't need them anymore). Sometimes it's hard to work out where to place the blame.  The 5 year old still comes in most nights and interrupts my sleep, sometimes she sleeps well … Continue reading Reminders

One day…

One day I will not think about being ill anymore.  I will not worry about how many hours of sleep I have had or will get.  I won't think about the food I'm eating and wonder if it's hurting my body.  I won't have anymore blood tests and everyone will have forgotten this happened. One … Continue reading One day…

Now

I've just returned from a warm getaway to an icy cold house in winter and it's left me feeling annoyed.  I did this a month or so ago and was left with a nicer feeling that I'm trying to tap into now.  Perhaps this time it's just a much colder return?  Perhaps winter has just … Continue reading Now